Caleb made me do things that I would normally never even imagine of doing. I didn't know I had it in me to love or to fall in love. After I broke up with him, I couldn't stand the next few days that went by. Caleb wouldn't let me go, he kept calling and messaging me and coming to my house to make me take him back. It wasn't the desperate kind of begging; it was th sincere and kind-hearted type of begging that just made your heart melt away and made you accept him. I couldn't believe it, but he actually convinced me to take him back. I took him back out of pity and also out of fascination. No one and I mean NO ONE has ever been able to convince me into doing something I disliked and has never suceeded in making me take them back.
The weeks that proceeded after the make-up went by well. Caleb treated me a hundred imes better than when we were dating pre-breakup. I guess he really didn't want to lose me. That was surprising considering I'm not the shinest jewel in the jewelry box so it was made me wonder why. And trust me, I was soon to find out the hard way.
After another month and a half, Caleb and I were celebrating our 6th month anniversary. WOW. How had I made it this far without wanting to kill someone? There was definitely something about Caleb that was special and I think I was finally coming to my senses and realizing it. But just as I fell deep and head over heels, Caleb broke it off. It was so out fo the blue even I didn't know what the problem was. What was his reason? REVENGE. He came to his senses after I broke up with him after 4 months and decided that I was an evil lying bitch that was toying with his feelings and wanted nothing but his money and sex. He was right for most of it, but I'VE CHANGED. HOW COULD HE NOT SEE THAT?
Just thinking about it even know made me feel like I was physically ripping my heart and soul out of me. After 6 months, Caleb was like a drug and now I was suffering from the withdrawl symptoms. Heart ache, crying, loss of apetite, pessimism, lost of interest, and lack of companion. How could one person make me feel so miserable? It was possibleeven when I've thought all this time that I would never cry for anyone. Caleb made me shed the first tear in a long while and made me question the understanding of "love".
I was beat in my own game. And this is another reason for why I still don't believe in this bullshit.
Hope you enjoyed this sad yet real love story I wrote based off of some personal stories I've heard and experienced. Please don't be swayed by this kind of thinking, love is a great thing and people can change for the better of it. Those that are ignorant to this fact do not understand and have yet to experience love. Happy reading!
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